| im here, can you see me? i can see you, why wont you answer me im screaming your name... please dont leave me, not alone again. my arm reaches out to you as my tears fall from my eyes... then .... then..you fade into the light.....................
weird dont you think... that our brain and our hearts are the true containers of our soul... that seem to be continuously ressurected for a purpose that we know and yet do not know... lately ive been waking up with the same dream as above... who is the person i call out to? i dont know why is it ive had these same reocurring dreams? am i about to lose something precious to me.. what? why? when? who? i dont know...
ill write more later school is over for now |
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| aloha.....
i made a new layout for my site.. the background music is the opening theme song of elfen lied which is by all mean an awesome anime^^ lilium i think its called ^^
anyways yeah went to the mall and peter piper again on saterday and the ppl i meet last time where there... although wasnt too cool because they left without saying bye... grrrness to them.... hehee anyways im bored in class and have work later on today... yeps im now a sevver at outback steak house which is cool... im gonna buy me a new alienware computer in a couple of weeks.... which is gonna be absolute coolness because i will get to play all my online games once again... WOW, Ragnarok, Maple Story and all those other cool ones.... havent been able to play recently due the fact my brother got a virus ont he computer and it wont acces the web outside the browser which means i cant download anime... *cries* much sadness
well its about time to go to lunch (more crappy food, chicken)
~ ja ne |
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| well i find myself once more writing here... its been a while though... im not much of a writer myself but thats oki... i think ill start writing some kind of fan fic soon... that if my imagination woulld atucally let me..... it seem to me that i have some kind of mental block laterly... nothing new wants to be accepted, which is rather annoying because i get sleepy and all grrr.....havent been able to get much sleep lately as it is.... and now my brain is all tired... i need some kind of enthusiasim... havent been able to get much... today i get ionto the honors section of my dorms which is cool because i get to stay out later and stuff...
...................................... blah........... im all sleepy ill think of something more important to say than nothing at all....
ja ne |
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| Disguised in white
Among snow so pure
He sits and waits
But what he waits for
He does not know
The winter air seeps in
Yet not a thing he feels
It seems as if millenias have passed
Since he first arrived in this white abyss
He watched
As if in a trance
As those he held dear
Faded away
Forsaken by those he loved
Forgotten by all
He drowns in the pain
Internal scars
That never heal
Maybe he awaits
The one who can heal him
The one who can melt the snow
And bring back the life
Yet until that day
He waits alone
~kimi--ga |
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| ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......................
at least its something |
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